自分の人生信じて

2009-01-19T21:30:00.000-08:00

today never go school tiring~ HAIZ..

TODAY i sung karaoke ^^ at home
all my kat tun songs.. juz read tht stupid U mag yesterday tht made me boil man
toriaezu wa kamenashi igai no jigou wa kankei nai desu..

2009-01-17T15:54:00.000-08:00

working and getting tired today too got work, got to getout of house at 9.30am
need to do some preparation in shop lo lol.. then besides rite i need to DL some stuff watch and need to do some study on my japanese 3 level getting stress up.

xin ni told me that she is going to study in japan in 2010 i also want can lol.. but i seriously not sure got to talk to my uncles and my dad and i need to check out the univerisity fee and also entry to it man... and today i will be wearinge t yukata hope i can able to wearing it myself lol

btw yesteday wasa priscilla's party for her 21
so i went of course, her party was rather enjoyable with all entertainments that we had which is the taboo and also dart game lol.... dart game reminds me of dart tun, and i think becuase of kame i am able to do it well lol..
juz read kame's diary juz now, he reccomended some wine in his diary and also ask us nt to talk when we are drinking i wonder what happen.. hmm.. i love the wine tht he drink~ this reminds me of something when i talk to akane the other day oops.

here are some pictures

lol~ this is sashimiand ocha when i went to liang court to have my dinner.. lol sashimi are the best.

2009-01-12T23:26:00.000-08:00

今学校にいます。。。けどちょっとつまらないでしょうね。
先にバムちゃんがメールを届けました。。私のアクセサリまだもらってね。。。一月五日の時に、私のグ－ツは今きましたけど私の住所が知ってませんそして届けない。。なにこれ。。ね。。私の指輪も　ネックレスも。。なにやってのこのやろ。。でも。。明日はあのニューズのグーツをもらいましょうね。。。いいよ。。はやくね。。着物ほしい

後のバイトは

秋葉原のバイト
和楽のバイト
先生のバイト
日本の学生のバイト

がんばって　日本いきたいの望み～　２月ぐらい。。。～

2009-01-08T06:39:00.000-08:00

today is a sick and happy day i think
i met up the fukushima students for an exchange today

here are the pictures

shall blog more later

2008-12-31T19:25:00.000-08:00

Happy New year to everyone...

okie now time to make wishes

1. wish the economy well and i can go to japan

2. money and more money japan trip

3. Graduate from RP and go to Uni in Japan or Nus

4. get my desired stuff~

5. meet kamenashi, yamapi and tegoshi and Jin in Japan but the first 2 is more important

6.go to my JE concert.. .

7. Pawned people this year with my cosplays lol

2008-12-28T19:20:00.000-08:00

omg my body is dying -.- dangz need to do many things oneigaishimasu

体が倒れないはね。。今はちょっと病気は入りましたね。。
私はモデルやって欲しだけど自分もハイートもない。。でもかわいいの雑誌は優ちゃんはかわいいですあのも高くないです。。。１５７センチくらいだろ私はちょっと１５２センチです。。短いですね。。T_T
もダイエットもやってみたいですね。。いまは私が自信があるだろうね。。。
わたしは絶対日本のモデルを働きです。。これは私の夢だろうね。。。私もOLもやってるね。。
でもいまは頑張ってね。。亀梨のこと逢って私のゆめもけど。。あなたはその時間に、　ひとり見てほしいね。。

2008-12-21T20:07:00.000-08:00

毎日毎日仕事があります。。私は本当に疲れたでしょうね。足も無理だろうね。。筋がすごく痛いよ。。体ちょっと痛いでしょう。。今日は休み本当によかった。。
今は私は三つの仕事ガあるね。。。
一番はー和楽のウェートーレスー
二番は　日本語の先輩レソン
三番は　日本の学生ガイード
四番は　写真師です

初めて四つの仕事は働きるよね。。でも三番と四番はーFree　Lance でしょうね。。

今まではお金は必ずでしょうも４月のためにも私の体も亀梨と山下のためにも私は絶対がんばろです。。いま全部の時間は　仕事のことあげてましたね。。今は友達逢っての時間はないでしょうね。。
ちょっと寂しいでい言うことですね。。でも大丈夫ですね。。私は夢は日本に生きたい欲しいね。。そして頑張ってよ。。クリちゃん

2008-12-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

today is working day too
from 12 to 4 only
because i told angeline that could not stand it anymore i am losing my darn voice for goodness sake man
oneigai shimasu and arigatou gozaimasu
juz now juz ate some tan yuan for tuan yuan man..
i miss home cook food man
i think tomolo i need to get out of my house man.. omg..
tomolo dad coming back need to survive another day then i got money drats..
freaking poor..
stupid dead buyers i hate them

whenever i am tired or what i will ask them to remind in terms of kamenashi no tameni lol..
and also JE no tameni i have many things on stake la.. LOL

but juz now i talked to my 社長　と　社長の奥さん
あの　社長の奥さんの　名前は　桜もします。。
この　女の子は　すごく　きれいな。。。
その人の髪は　ぐるぐるで　ちょっとお姫様みたいなと想うですね。。
桜さんは。。英語はちょっと上手じゃありません。。あの時は　お勘定おねいがいしますの時は　ちょっと誰もう聞こえないですね。。私はあのときに　お勘定場の隣です。。そして：　何番ですか？二十三番お願いします。。あとは　お疲れの時に桜さんは。。私の事は問うしました。。私はどうして日本語をしゃべるはできましたか。。
理由は私は日本語の学校を入りました。。
あの桜さんは将来に英語を教えています。。でも私のことも日本語を勉強するは助けてくれるね。。～

何もはいつもう亀梨のため。。JE 逢ったての為。。。

2008-12-15T00:28:00.000-08:00

my wants for all --

i have been wanting all these so i shall rank it

- Japan HP
- ticket to Japan
- spending in JAPAN
- Kat Tun concert
- own paypal Account-
- Canon camera
- capital of goods

next year i will be in japan for 3 times = 1 month so there spending plus air ticket will be ard.--
3000 for one go about 9 k
but each time will be going to get goods
need to get in touch with akihabara boss see whether we can go together
and hope yan jean is going omg PLZ....

started my job today
now having my break
- 4 hrs
damn long la...
then now i have to do my stuff liao lo
i am working at Mr curry at central
the place is quite cute and pleasant the menu is cute also kids will love it. it is more of
westernize jap food than 100 jap food. if u want go waraku the more trad one hee~

2008-12-13T16:18:00.000-08:00

omg my Jap Hp is hard to use somehow because the sounds and ring tones are different from mine . the midi format and mp4 format i need to change it but some how i dun understand need to read the manual again. but finally the signal didn't die on me ^^
and my friend also bought a softbank phone too now i can sms sher with Japanese alr ^^ ureshii desu ne
but i duno whether she can read kanji or not..
yesterday was EOY did not realli dress as much no photogs day but i enjoyed myself talking to my friends
and knowing new people...

oh ya for this i think only daphne and i knows about this.. will be our promise next year we call the project Beautiful AG project. We need to prepare ourselves
she has a no. of 2
i have a no. 10 or so...
i love the past me i want to transform and do what i can.. i want to enjoy the feeling again beecause it is good..

next year the AG project i will be both of them and also another one tt i loved the most...

so i think time for preparation..
COSF and also ESTA

ganbatte ne..

2008-12-09T13:40:00.000-08:00

for the past 2 days, i have been having home stay with Japanese ladies in my room. they are minami and megumi chan.
they are very polite and funny and simply see the present like my past when i was their age though.
i was lucky that they were johnny's fan if not they would have suffered in my room with all my JE posters on the wall.
they usually loves shopping for clothes and stuff.
it was really fun having them to interact 48 hours or more.
it was a short time but a fun time

i was having my JLPT exam on 2nd day of homestay with them. they went to orchard while i having my exam which is like OMG especially the drats grammar which i hate the most. ^^
but no doubt having such a short time together, we did know each other a little better. and shopping in fun lol..
next time i wish to go Japan though home there is such home stay thing but i think not really possible with a kind of school like tt
next year i wish to take JASSO so that i can take the exam of Japanese university. And also i have yet to sent an email to my grp of friend in japan whih belongs to er.. i forgot though shrucks anyway shall give thm a mail to ask for their address lol..

okie anyway shall blog till here doing my own stuff.

2008-12-04T06:31:00.000-08:00

i want to dye hair again, i want to change another color though. Because my roots of black coloured hair is appearing.. drats..

i want to change into something like kamenashi's hair color, it seems to be like chestnut blonde or something i like the color though..

kat tun went on Utaban today, however i wasn't at home and my stupid comp wasn't working. i missed it. even though i watch it i will be damn laggy.

today packed my room, it looked really spacious now.

nomu chan mailed me something.. u know what it is kat tun items OMG... i went crazy instantly as i saw the pictures it is a mixture of kat tun and news official johnny photos.. i also went gaga over the white x mas photos of kamenashi. he looks dread cute (dies* X_x) omg..
he is so freaking cute and handsome. his lips and eyes are simply so attractive. and when he turned his head he gave a innocent look. this really made me went "Kya--aaaa" ^0^ omg ...
but when i saw at ebay and it cost a bomb i somehow got to wait till i leave for japan and buy it by myself... lol
i wonder how kame look when he gotten his haircut. is it like the one music station or even shorter like nakamaru's.
i read the 1st chapter of kami no shizu. it is pretty interesting about the history red wine learn names likr romanie chanteau contea~ something like tht pretty interesting..but too bad i dun want to cosplay feel like but not sure hmm
let see how it goes then.. later there is work training though wish me all the best..

2008-12-03T13:53:00.001-08:00

today i had my BNS again, but in the morning i was back at school at about 7 plus to do the decor for cam tech day. i was really tired as i woke up at about 5 plus am in the morning however i am not tired, only my feets are tired tt's all.. In the morning, i went to school to do the chocoalate decor with chocolate sauce and powder which made it a little more classy. after making chocolate decor, i took a cab down to merlion park to get my jap students however there was a stupid jam and ERP which made my bill about 30.40 dollars dreads.. after that we went to chinatown just now was a group of japanese from 愛知県nice people who love 夏。。first, we took a train to chinatown and we walked around the market. they bought many stuff like bracelets, accessories and also rings and natsu clothes though.. We ate at a dessert shop in Chinatown i forgot the name but the mango shaved ice tasted real good. after that we walked to clark quay and i showed them singapore river. nothing much in the day though..

2008-12-01T10:46:00.000-08:00

Forgot to update i bought a new phone originated From JAPAN

here is goes my Softbank Cellphone

it can be open by 2 ways LOL.. have yet to unlock SIM will be doing it tomorrow and also getting my micro SD card for the phone so that i can store my songs in there for my soft bank i will also be retaining my dear phone of sony ericsson also use it also.. have 2 phones to change.

2008-12-01T10:20:00.000-08:00

yoyo~!

Kon Kon ~~

sorry for being a little bored and stupid though ^^
now shall go find the results for EOY.. drats~ duno whether we are in or not.. damn
i think not also..
because i find that just standing there to sing is really a little boring.. for what pris said u must move around the butai..
however hm.. i don't give a care now matter what we will have to dance no more standing there and sing unless there are effects and also we are popular. something that creates new stuff and makes deep impression in people..
sometimes i just get irritated by my partners's attitude because she is just not serious when i am, somehow that made me a little mad..

i think i have decided for the option of dance and sing and also ours were quite plain though i think we needed
more interactions as we are not tegomasu yet.. as popular as them..so now we have start performance with impact so i think next year will be a more hectic one..

i have somehow decided on the dance & song that i want us to do..
and i definitely got to teach and add in my own elements to make it more "mine" labelled though
Kat tun - Real Face, Signal and DUES slow songs - bokura no machi de and you and white x mas
NEWS - ai no matador, shock me devil or angel, happy birthday, snow express, kimi omou yoru , weeek
slow songs - ai nante and gomen ne juliet.
(remix songs)
tego mass- aiai kasa and kiss and chocolate.
i will do a small remix first then try to add in dance elements
and also seishun amigo, kizuna and daite senorita.

next year i would sure make it on stage.

2008-11-27T20:29:00.000-08:00

this one is shuuji to akira cosplay sort of la LOL

2008-11-27T20:15:00.000-08:00

my nose ran away,, dreads man i 'm so dead i never go for class today after that got to go to post office get siser's package got to study for ut also but havne gotten my power point got to get to school a little earlier.

dreads. .

2008-11-27T06:00:00.000-08:00

some farkers juz does not give a shit about their school work and also about their stuff i am fed up and i am done with it man.. i am not going to inform them on the dates about the FYP and also about what so ever shit about the poster that is going to happen everything will be explained by fanny and i.. i hope alvin tea owns them big time man cuz they simply don't know what have they been doing i guess. dread i am getting fed up shit..
relax..~ think of kame lol..

when i want fainting on tuesday, when i had a flash i saw yamapi and kame beside me.. omg.. it something like my dream lol..

shall update later more now i am not feeling that good. and i have yet to study my school work..

2008-11-24T14:55:00.000-08:00

i am scared to fail the clinical chem module skip alot and results like shit though... but who cares as long as can pass the overall can liao because realli i have no interest in continiuing so perhaps juz be walking corpse i suppose..

anyway need to get my ass to school soon... so sick peniless and also still need to cabby.. haiz lazy get myself to school this is what happens later i shall translate one of my another posting on horoscope i shall bring 2 comps and less books today... am i suppose to go for make up lesson today?? hmm.. not sure they nv tell me but it is best that i go though but am i able to understand myself by reading later i shall see if that that is a little heavy for me to carry all around somemore it is until the 9 in the night tiring i scared i fall asleep even b4 the lesson ended too tired..

dad is going to china to work for a month i will miss him and his seafood though .. lol.. i love prawns live ones especially when they are cooked they tasted great babe...

haiz i hate my C.C face she makes my face goes 8( whatever u call that)

i juz listen to tegoshi 's self written lyrics yesterday night though.. so ero man lol

got one part "feel the hot part of me" sounded tremendously wrong.. but nvm over rall it is sort of like yamapi mola song and jin's lovejuice and Haha~ that sounds worse i guess lol..

okie one day i shall write some sort of stuff like tt too.. ohh lalala..

2008-11-24T07:42:00.000-08:00

my latest "cosplay": 赤西仁のDon't U　Ever Stop

real one

2008-11-24T07:22:00.000-08:00

yeah i juz changed my bloggy too bad i had problems with previous one needed for a change though
okie for now everything start anew..